Saturday, March 15, 2008

The Real Guatemala

We have a running joke right now, inspired by an entry in the Lonely Planet that talks about finding the real Guatemala. They´re discussing what they call the long and boring discussions of earnest travelers as they search for the essence of this country, and the experience of really being here, with the people. We usually talk joke about how we´ve found the real Guatemala as we sit at yet another tropical themed restaurant, surrounded solely by other American and European travelers, looking at yet another menu offering up hamburgers, spaghetti and English breakfasts. Well, this is it, we´ve finally found it! Not that these places aren´t lovely but...

It´s an interesting paradox to be in a country that has had a violent history and has only recently made it onto traveler´s maps as a safe and appealing country to visit. Indeed, it seems the fact that people still consider it an ¨undiscovered country¨has made it wildly popular.

Before coming here, many of my friends and family expressed concern over traveling here, and I had my own ideas about what the country would be like. Reading the Lonely Planet, you basically get the idea that if you venture off the beaten path, you run a high risk of being robbed or mutilated, although in the next breath there is talk of the magic of the country and the friendliness of the people. With all of this in your head, everybody, and I do mean everybody, sticks to the beaten path. The interesting thing is that this path is filled with Italian restaurants, American movies, handicraft shops and hastily constructed guest houses. Get off the path and you´ll find merely a whisper of a dirt road. As we follow this tourist trail, there is lots of beauty, especially in the natural form, and in the smiles and faces of the people here. But there is also the sense that this country has chosen to, or has had to, sacrifice much of their own culture to satisfy the desires of the travelers and tourists that have made Guatemala their next destination. It seems difficult, sometimes, to get a sense of what a country is about, when in order to ¨develop¨and be prosperous, it´s forced to cater to what people from other countries, with money, want. In Mexico, or in Thailand, it seems that the country has been able to hold on to their traditions, and what goes along with their culture, such as the aesthetics, the cuisine, and a certain pride in what makes their country special. The relative safety there also makes you feel that you can wander around and see more of the country. I feel a certain pessimistic irony when I look around at these twenty year old kids who fill the ¨chill spaces¨created by people here, draped in their fresh-from-the-market head to toe Guatemalan outfits. It´s interesting to see white tourists dressed in clothes that are part of the traditional way of life here. I can`t help but feel that there is something just....wrong about it.

Yesterday we went to this town called Santiago to see this saint that gets moved around every couple of years to a hidden location (hidden enough to be listed in the Lonely Planet). I was, honestly, slightly hungover, and feeling a little bit more sensitive than usual, and was a bit overwhelmed by some of the sights that are just part of being here, like skinny, mangy dogs everywhere, half finished or falling down construction, two year olds asking for ¨un quetzal,¨ women selling their beautiful handicrafts for the price of a cup of coffee, old men spending their afternoon following us for the chance we might take their taxi for a few dollars...this is all not mentioning the great things about being here, but damn, if you ever doubt you´re lucky to have been born in the U.S., or Canada, etc., a couple of hours wandering around certain towns will remind you in a hurry.

2 comments:

rachael said...

It is interesting reading your last statement, because it is something I always return to when I travel too, and I haven't yet gone to places like Guatemala.

Last night we went to Corteo, Cirque Du Solei. Tyson turned to me and asked, "Does this remind you of Kira?" Absolutely. There was one young, pretty thing hoola hooping using both of her arms and both of her legs. I should say she was hoola hoop-juggling. She was rotating probably around ten medium sized golden hoops, and they sparkled and left rays of gold as they sped from limb to limb. You would have melted in your seat into a ball of happiness and graciousness, much like I did. It was a very emotional show for me - so ethereal and intimate and slow.

It had me feeling so blessed to live in a city where this comes to me, and where I have the choice to be in that audience. You are going to be diving into our sort-of second chance here.

I feel like this election is our opportunity to really prove ourselves. Are we going to accept the same old shit, or are we going to demand that things change? I am Obama all the way. In some ways this feels like our Kennedy election. I would love to be proud of our president, to know what that feels like.

Anyway, this is getting rather tangential. Yay, I am so glad that you are going to have two babies. Me too. Let's do it together. Looking SO forward to seeing you.

Camille said...

I truly love reading your posts and as your mom said, will really miss them. I have been able to just barely keep up and rarely comment but it has been a special treat that I allow myself. I feel as though it is a little get away that I can afford since bathes, neon green or otherwise, are a rare occasion (the last one being in October!)Your writing is so beautiful and the experiences you have chosen for yourself so similar to what I would wish to do, that you have granted me a stow away's safe passage to several beautiful countries.

That being said I am so VERY excited to have you home soon! I have been on an adventure less scenic but still exciting and challenging, affording exponential learning and growth. We can share on that topic later.

Your early rising is impressive! And the story from the stranger gave me chills. Simple advice- agreed, but so PERFECT! And I can't wait to meet your children some day. Like your mom said only once you've truly come to desire them for yourself-very important.

Rachael and you are both so right about being greatful for our MANY blessings. Our lives are filled with so many opportunities that we actually stress over which wonder filled path to take next.

I also have to say that we are an Obama house as the signs in the yard, window and car read (Nate's beyond gung ho-see his and my dad's youtube.com video if you can watch videos in the computer cafes there? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89DM0cUNxt0)

Just can't wait to catch up once you've returned. I love you Kira and thank you so much for all that you have shared and imparted with all of us. You are right about sharing your being with your loved ones and though you've done it from afar you really have opened yourself up to us. I can't wait to delve deeper with you and share my pressence of being with you as well.